I can't help but feel sad when I read our past chats. How did we talk so freely? I...don't understand. What happened? between us? I smile because it reminds me of happy...but for some reason I also want to cry because ...because...why? The spark is gone I understand and accept. but....why is it that waves keep washing over my head? I don't understand myself. I try to talk normally but it just doesn't work. The flow's not there. I think it's waves of regret. Maybe...i just want to go back to the age of innocence.
"it's okay
you can ride on my shoulders when we go to korea"
