"The past is a good place to visit but certainly not a good place to stay"

It's been a long time since I felt that same regret. That same shame of being myself. I know I shouldn't, but I forced myself to look back. To see if I really had moved on, but of course I still have not. Maybe I never will. I'll just keep going round in pathetic circles. Never moving forward. I broke down thinking of you. I'm sure you're miles ahead of me; you were always so headstrong. Ah if only I could apologize again. Will you still look at me with those cold eyes?


"We can forget the words of our enemies, but we will never forget the silence of our friends", but what stings more is if you don't even know if that person is your friend anymore....