You've changed. Something that everyone fears.
Funny, it's only been a few years. Two to be exact.
I remember you smiled. How carefree you used to be.
"Chill. Take life easy. Relax. Why aren't you sleeping?" You laughed. I remember your eyes.
"I don't know. I'd like to think I became like this so there's a way back to the way I was. But I just can't even remember what it was like." You stopped sleeping. I can't see you or hear you now. But even in your words, I can't feel your smile anymore. Are the smiles in those pictures fake?
Fear.
Frustration.
I don't know whether to punch you or hug you.
Dear friend. Dear friend...I just don't know. What to do. To help. Do you even want help? But how can I just sit around and not do anything. You laugh. But it's not the same; it's empty. I wonder what your eyes look like now. I want to pray for you, but I don't know who to pray to. Can I really not do anything but watch you like this?
Dear friend, I just don't know. I'm so sorry.
