when you have to make a hard decision, flip a coin
why?
because when that coin is in the air...
you suddenly know what you're hoping for.

Friday, August 8, 2014

"Even when he smiles, in my eyes, you, you’re smiling. Even when I hold hands with him my hands feel your hands, only yours" — Younha

The night is too hot to sleep in and I stay awake staring at the light leaking in through my paper thin curtains. But no, this time it's not my thoughts pulsing painfully my conscious wake.
Hot, my heart spikes with each beat. Too loud, too heavy, your scent begins to overtake my body. Your gentle touch to the bare shoulder. The slow burn of desire to my slender neck. A kind kiss to the shy forehead.
Memories murmur murmur murmur
spiraling in my blood, rushing higher—my breath skips beats
your fingers imprint onto my back and your warmth into my heart

Perhaps love is too a muscle memory that the body remembers
Too keen, too sharp, they cut all too deeply till I bleed you, and only you