when you have to make a hard decision, flip a coin
why?
because when that coin is in the air...
you suddenly know what you're hoping for.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

"u just uncovered a whole new realm of sigh potential. congrats... sigh"- RS

a pocket of memories. fly away up to the clouds. and disappear behind the rolling fog.  where i can't see them. crystal drops teeter on the tip of the moon. fall and break on pools of air. ripples turn into tides and they crash into the universe. cacophony. not heard. it rides the winds that swirled up in storm. catching the bubbles that held all within. pop. and they tumble back down on a windy cascade. dancing. and land on your hair while you sleep.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

"so that even if you can never see that person again, you still won't regret it."

How nostalgic....
I can't help but feel sad when I read our past chats. How did we talk so freely? I...don't understand. What happened? between us? I smile because it reminds me of happy...but for some reason I also want to cry because ...because...why? The spark is gone I understand and accept. but....why is it that waves keep washing over my head? I don't understand myself. I try to talk normally but it just doesn't work. The flow's not there. I think it's waves of regret. Maybe...i just want to go back to the age of innocence.
 "it's okay
you can ride on my shoulders when we go to korea"

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Memory: what! is, a- memory?

I want to write a story

Thursday, November 11, 2010

once in a while i ask myself, "could i ever go on living without you?"-shin

The voice is so powerful...and how is it that i just noticed today? It's such a common thing in the modern world when people don't really stop and think about how amazing little things are, like one's voice. I was watching WongFu Production's video "When five fell" and i went to some other tab....but sooner or later i just stopped everything and just sat and listened....the voice...the voices...in that video were heartbreaking.

i...don't know how to describe the feeling....the person speaking through the video, just captivated me. one of them especially made my heart just want to break. And that's when i realized how emotional and amazing one's voice can be. I can never get enough of the words. the music and video itself were both astonishing and entrancing as well. How is it that just a voice be so mesmerizing?? i think that's really fascinating and it also shows....how powerful a little thing can be.

It's the same with God. I felt overwhelmed when he started talking about God. How God is always with us. How we are His children...how we are all loved. It made me think...and it made me smile. His words filled me up. And though i don't know that guy's name, i really want to thank him cause he made my day.

Another jagged ramble ^^''

Sunday, October 24, 2010

"the only reason u dont have it is cuz ur too sexy for that shirt :]" -pearl

i think it's beautiful how someone will remember a moment from the past and relate it to you. It was something so little, some event that seemed so insignificant and common and yet, they'll somehow still remember it. They'll still remember how it connected to you. I think that's just amazing! And you feel so special inside because someone cared enough about you to remember such a small memory that you shared with that person. I want to be like that. I want to be a person who makes someone's day by remembering all the little things in life whether it's my friend's obsession, an epic brownie/pudding cake, an episode of stealing "my name is..."tags, or just pointing out it's 11:11. I want to make them happy like they've made me happy throughout my life; i want to thank them.

Just a little jagged ramble. Thanks Kevin

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

9x-7i > 3(3x-7u) solve for i

 I feel a passion burning inside me...but only for a moment. In a fleeting second it'll wander off distracted by something else and I'll remain where i am confused and alone. I question if i can make it. Will i ever reach my goals? Failure sits right next to me while success is the one i gaze at in love. Or is my love blind and reality is my enemy? The battles continue...like the waves in a stormy sea; my thoughts tumble and crash.

i should...go eat some ramen

so i got confused with tumblr and inspired by a person so please bear with me